I was going through all my blowg posts just awhile ago and one line I wrote months ago just really hit a chord in me. It was of course before PMR this year and I was uber stressed. Everytime I get all stressed about it, I take a few flash backs of how my life was and felt like shit because I wasted my youth chasing for something without a clear reason to. Young people shouldn't have to worry about exams, and it's extremely unfair that all the older people that we trust and depend on stress us on exam performance. School-level exams really aren't that important to have to get stressed and cry over and have disgusting eczhemas and skip out on social gatherings and have little friends. At the end of the day, all you get is the school's high praise and everyone gossiping good gossip about your cleverness and you pretending to be modest but secretly feeling godly inside (okay i was exaggerating on the last on). Is this really all we want to remember about high school, twenty years into the future?
Anywayz, I was talking about my first intervensi and was quite bummed about a few of them. (But overall I was happy about it and if you ask me, it was only cos I was happy about it that I had the guts to put up my ratings on the world wide web and add an encouraging line for myself later.) In the end I say 'when you have trouble focusing, go back to where you started, and tell yourself why you went to school in the first place. In Gods will, all will be fine'. So like a good little lamb, I thought about it (again). Why did I go to school in the first place anyway?
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